guess i'm in a highly irritable mood today. clinic is quite a mess, and patients jamming up the bp room. worse still, the queue numbers are not reflected on QMS and we won't know which patient to call in order. feeling damn sian right now and there's also like not much activities going on for me this week except for the routine wake up - eat breakfast - work - end work - go home - watch tv - sleep. this isn't what i want, i feel like there's no sense of achievement or satisfaction at all, or rather nothing much to look forward to except for the church 80th anniversary service on sunday. weekends - no plan. everyone's busy with their stuff. dad going jb, mum work, he's also working, friends going out. but no I won't allow myself to think negatively and be affected just because I have no plans yet. shall find some stuff to do on my own (: the first week of july is gone, left with 3 weeks before school officially starts and we all begin the hectic year two sem one again. Believing and having faith because we're all in this together (: