moumou gone to the Lord.

how could you just leave like that without saying a final goodbye to me? i wouldn't mind a bite from you, some sound when you run on the wheel every night at 10 to 11pm and running so quickly that i could never be able to catch you. why didn't i treasure the many little fun times we had? why did i keep immersing myself in studies and only look at you every morning? why why why? why did i only know that you've gone to heaven only this afternoon? have you already been gone since yesterday night and i was totally ignorant? i hate it. why did God make a hamster's life span so short? the max is 3 years. and i'm really grateful that you've spent the past two years and a half years with me, regardless whether i'm happy or down. i really miss you. even though i got a replacement - snowy. but i know that you can never be replaced. the way you smell my hand, the way you run away from me, the way you take the food from me. they're all different. but i know you're gone for good, and you left while you're sleeping peacefully. God will take care of you, i know. i believe one day, just one day when i die i'll be able to meet you in heaven. so go peacefully moumou, cause i know no amount of tears could bring you back to life. watch over me from heaven! no words could express my gratitude towards you, and my family and i will miss you even though there's snowy living in your cage now. like the old saying, all good things always come to an end. your time has come. i'll miss you tonnes.

I LOVE YOU MOUMOU.

yes - give me strength from above(: